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I'm down,depressed,sad,lonely and angry.i feel like committing murder or suicide. One of the two as long as someone goes down. I'm counting down from twenty to avoid beating the living daylight out of someone...... I'm sitting down here trying to calm down Caz I'm pissed.do i know why?(no..maybe..i just don't know)then this dude steps on my shoe. OMG. i see d guy dead already.my fists clenched,teeth gritted but I'm surprised when i hear him apologizing(i thought i gassed him or do the dead talk?)i go somewhere quiet to calm down and think but i get there,I'm calming down but am i thinking?(no..maybe......don't know) I'm trying consciously to think but nothing pops up.then everything turns dark i feel like I'm in space.it takes me a while to realize I'm in my head. And then something moves past me and all I cud make out of it is 'THOUGHTS'.... And then  more appear but as i try to reach for them, they slip away.as i move closer they move farther.they just keep eluding me.I'm literally tripping over them.i feel empty i need to grab 1*screams*.........hope y'all didn't think that was me. a PSYCHO was talking i was just writing it down...........lol